False GatewayI often justify taking any firm steps to change my life on the pretext of waiting for some distant future event that I somehow need to…Mar 19, 2023Mar 19, 2023
Trapped by a Lack of ImaginationI have been unable to imagine a life between myself and another man.Jul 28, 2022Jul 28, 2022
Dolor y GloriaIn continuing to believe, that it is good for me to suppress the truth that I am gay, I feel that my body physically carries a railway…May 15, 2022May 15, 2022
UntanglingI have had this post in my head for sometime. It feels right at this time to write it down.Jan 23, 2022Jan 23, 2022
A Life In The ShadeI’ve spent two nights in my home alone for the first time in over 34 years.Sep 18, 2021Sep 18, 2021
The Parts Which Are Hard To ReacAs I get older, I have noticed that my physical agility and suppleness has decreased, so that some parts of my own body are now out of my…Jul 11, 2021Jul 11, 2021
I Need Some Time AloneIn recent weeks, I have been focussed on meeting the needs of others, by giving my time generously to famly members who have needed my…Jun 27, 2021Jun 27, 2021
The Call of a BlackbirdDuring the Covid lockdown in the UK, in which we have been contained in our family groups within our homes and our gardens, I have taken a…Jun 6, 2021Jun 6, 2021